Casanova Girl

the word of the week is PATHETIC!

Written on November 7, 2008 – 6:55 am | by carsytoosh

i jus couldn’t stand how my problem when i was a kid is still my problem at present. sigh. but because of the people who were there physically and spiritually present in my life–thanks! a lot…
thanks for believing in me. even if i am vulnerable at times, you guys never doubted my strength. some where even surprised how weak i became last nov 5. whew i am glad drama is all gone!!! hate being such a pussy xp

your undying faith helped me a lot to accept..to continue believing in myself as well. imagine i blamed myself for everything that seemed wrong in my life. but life is such a wonder once you get a hold of it. that i have created this theory that life is PERFECT. perfect in such a way that life is consistent with regards to the fact that there will always be ups and downs and there is no way you can ever change that! even how much rich, poor, ugly, beautiful, smart, dork you think you are–its just how you manage it. a person is defined on how he stands up.
thanks for the advices.

thanks for the ears–both who listened and almost ignored. actually si emma lang yung almost ignored!!! :)) yung mouth kasi niya parang MACHINE GUN.

thanks for assuring me that you’ll be to help me commit suicide–if ever i planned to do so :)) don’t worry my responsibilities and God are enough to think otherwise. and i know you kids can’t live without me.

thanks for the new found friends. don’t worry namba-back stab lang naman ako hehe.

all i can say is i love you!
p.s. the title is so because of the people who also had their own struggles during this week..let me not call out their names even if im dying to do so :)) yes as you very well know that i am a bitch and a bitch to dare to drop names (’hah”), but only because i know that we know that we can win the fight! (blah blah blah-and so they say).